Feb 23, 2017

crush that crush

HI GUYSSSSSSS. Guess what? I just came back from my night class. And this class is one of my fav ones cause i like this subject and my classmates are funny and cool. You would laugh every single moment cause of their bizarre acts haha. 

But the thing is, Im into GREEN today! yeah cause baby your soul could never grow old as evergreen....... You are ed sheeran to my heart HAHA kidding. So, I wore green today and of course, there's someone who donned in green as well. I mean the exact kinda green, the same tone. U ada? I ada haha.  I was like building my own castle in the air. But theres no prince charming????? LOL

OK i think i fell in love again for the infinity time. haha no. I mean, like in this real world. Come on, Ive so many crush in the tv but it's virtual for me please. But now, it's real. But yea, all i could do is stay quiet and do nothing cause it is the way it is. I like it that way. 

lol im just kidding about 'falling in love' one. I dont know my own feeling but you know, when you meet someone, he would cross ur mind multiple times or they would make a wound in your heart or else he would not leave any scar or mark on you so you gotta be prepared for all these possibilities. Make dua' and don;t lose hope hehe. Assalamualaikum and good night!

Feb 18, 2017

no not this tyme

Assalamualaikum and hi to all!
Yass today is Friday, so it basically means dear-books-pls-get-out-of-my-sight- day lol just kidding. I was called to write here (again?) because I feel like I wanna share this one to you guys. 

Normally, if you like someone, what would you do? I mean, as a woman or as a girl. My answer would be, 

Entahlah. I dont know what should i do. Apatah lagi I'm not sure if he's the one that's meant to be with. 

Yes, I'm still stuck between of 'dont bother' or 'do something'. Haish. But right now, I've been thinking of staying at the place wherever i am. For instance, don't do anything, just don't. Stay at your comfort zone, and let them notice you. HAHAHA crazy is it. 

No, I mean, biarlah kalau kita suka seseorang tu, kita mendiamkan diri. Bukan menunjuk-nunjuk perasaan tu. Ever heard this quote? 

''People who are meant to be together will always find their way back. They make take a few detours, but they're never lost''.

Thus I kinda believe in this one. Walaupun kita suka seseorang tu, rindu, berdoalah agar he's the one. Only Allah can fulfill it. Orang cakap bila rindu, kalau kita cakap dekat dia yang kita rindu, lagi bertambah rindulah perasaan kita. Tapi, bila kita rindu, kita berdoa, insyaAllah makin tenang hati kita.

Jadi, cubalah untuk lebihkan berdoa daripada mendekati mereka. *nasihat untuk diri sendiri juga*. Memang susahkan kalau dah satu kelas, satu kelab contohnya, memang susah nak halang perasaan suka tu. Tapi, apa nak buat. Lets take a chill pill which is salah, quran, zikr and du'a. :)