Oct 2, 2019

Duh

Hey guys! We're back again with another episode of Put and her petty story! Haha. This time around, I want to share a lovey dovey story. Gosh, I dont have a boyfriend (yet) and I'm not in love with anyone (maybe). It's just that I think when we get closer to somebody, there will be a spark between them that brings them even closer. Gosh what the hell am I saying..

You know, sometimes you dont even know yourself, either you really like that person or it's just 'normal' when you get to know somebody more. AND I, myself is confused of my own feelings. I am like, 'come on dude, man up and make a move' yet I dont know if I'm ready too. Honestly, I'm in that phase of life where I need somebody (read: a guy) to share my story with, to share my dream and goals with and to act crazy and be myself with that somebody (not desperate). Ah you know, it's that phase of life. But I do realize maybe God decided that this is not the time for us to cross each other's path yet or maybe I need to strengthen myself first in terms of ibadah and akhlak or anything else before He sent a good man to me. Perhaps. But yeah, I had to admit that it's kinda lonely to live this way for this time being haha. Gosh I really need to stop right away.

With that being said, Assalamualaikum and I'll see yall in my next post! :D